I need a job. I've applied to everywhere I can possibly think of, and I have gotten no responses. I really don't know what to do, I'm at my wit's end. I can only apply to places close by, which limits things, because I only have a permit and can't drive alone. But in order to get my license and a car, I need a job. I "technically" have no work experience (aside from running my own photography business, you know, that doesn't count in the eyes of anyone) and I live in a state with one of the highest rates of unemployment in the country. Hell, they have marine biologists working at Petsmart here because the job market here is so grim. I am running out of money fast, and once this is gone, it's gone, and I have nothing left.
One of the conditions with living with Brenda was that I'm working. I'm fucking trying and can't seem to get a break. I feel like she's mad at me for not having a job, or maybe it's that I'm mad at myself and projecting it onto her, I don't know. I'm just beside myself and I don't know what to do.
I'm trying to propel my photography job, but without a car or even knowing anyone in this entire area I'm screwed. I want to jump on senior portraits, but I know no one in high school to promote myself. I need to do some more creative projects, but I don't know locations. I want to get my work exhibited locally, and those usually require a fee that, guess what, I can't afford to pay.
I'm just fucking lost and I have no idea what to do.