Life changes so much in a month.
Life changes so much in two months.
Life changes so much in three months.
Life changes so much in four months.
I miss him terribly.
I don't want to see him.
I'm excited about my future.
I'm scared for what is to come.
I don't know what has become of my life anymore. I try to keep the reigns tight on my life, to always have control, to detail and micromanage so there are no surprises, nothing unexpected, everything is calm. Controlled. Contained.
I miss him terribly.
I don't want to see him.
I don't know what's going on anymore.
At this point, I'm just along for the ride.
This is new.